18.

Its that time of the year again. Only this time, I'm going to turn into a full adult.

I'm no longer a child anymore after 12 midnight today.

No longer will I be restricted to go to places that have an 18+ policy.

No longer will I be disallowed the sale of cigarettes and alcohol.

No longer will I be tried as a juvenile if I ever do commit a crime.

I never thought birthdays had much impact on a person. In fact, it had very little on me. I'm just growing another year older. That's what I've always thought. But this year, I feel really different.

If I was ever asked, "Did you appreciate or enjoy your youth?", I'd be unable to answer that question.

My secondary life never really has been pleasant or smooth. A few of you out there know why, and you'd understand me.

I never thought turning 18 would be a big deal, until now. Alot of things are going through my mind currently, and I'm not happy about them. Its hard being an 18 year old(almost!). =(

What should I do with the 3 hours of my youth I have left?

~ IceSky